Something that has always fascinated me is the idea of exterior developments outside of Earth. I will probably go into further detail at a later time, I have yet to research all I would like to in depth, but here are a few of the things I find intensely interesting:
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First, a fact: 3-4 planets the [...]
Archive for August, 2008
An Indifferent Cosmos
Posted in Journal on August 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
On Existentialism: The Theory of Doubt
Posted in Essay, Journal, tagged Existentialism, Heidegger, Kierkegaard, Sartre on August 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I was contemplating delaying this post for another 15 mins or so, just so I could continue with my unlovely ritual of not sleeping and posting my experience therein at the same time every night. It’s interesting to me that I cannot form a consistent sleep schedule but I am having an easy enough time [...]
In The Halls of Awaiting
Posted in Journal on August 29, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Once again, here I sit. 1:46am. I believe that was the same as the post on the 27th. (I just did a double-check and it is. I thought I might be seeing double but my eyes have not yet failed me) And yes, I have class at 8am; history truly does repeat itself.
I went to [...]
The beauty of a broken dream
Posted in Journal on August 28, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I’m listening to the songs I’ve written since November and am brought to tears; I wish Donny could have heard them.
I never cry unless I’m thinking of him.
Undreaming
Posted in Journal on August 27, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
It’s 1:45 in the morning, I have class at 8am, and I’m still awake. Like I mentioned in my previous post, which was profoundly negative I might add, my slumber drifted far into the evening. I believe I slept for around 14 hours last night, but I still feel the farthest thing from rested. I [...]
Chemical Invalid
Posted in Journal on August 26, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I’m not sure that I’m awake yet. That being said I’m relying on th spell-check to do an exceptional job today.
I can see that it has already served me well.
I feel awful. Just woke up about five minutes ago, around 4:30pm, and my head feels that it would be better off under a tire. Everything [...]
Change of Heart
Posted in Journal on August 21, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I’ve thought a few things over and have decided to continue posting on here. It’s a little silly considering only two people, at best, read this; I could just tell them the news and then that could be it. But I like to type, so get over it.
So, from this point forward, if you are [...]
At the gates of sleep I am devoid of caring
Posted in Journal on August 19, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I thought this whole blog thing would be a good idea. Writing feelings out is the best therapy, in my opinion, so it seemed like a no-brainer. However, I should have anticipated its end and I should have anticipated the fact that some people aren’t meant to know/handle the truth. The words on here were [...]
My eyes are open
Posted in Journal on August 19, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
College.
I want to thank everyone for taking this seriously. I can see that you really want me to go, you are working so hard at getting paperwork filled out and sent in. You are also talking with me about it and are realizing how much better off I would be if I were taking classes. [...]
By the end of life, be the beginning.
Posted in Journal, Poetry on August 17, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Those words turned up in a dream last night. I’m not sure what they mean, or how they apply, but upon Googling the phrase I am still a little confused. I am reminded of a quote by Gandhi, “Be the change you want to see in the world.” I can interpret “…be the beginning” in [...]
